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Beau Miles on adventure and meaning

Ray Targosz talks with Australian filmmaker, author, and adventurer Beau Miles about outdoor work, scale, making, teaching, and the life around an adventure.

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  1. What's up, dude?

  2. Today, right?

  3. Can you hear me, mate?

  4. I can.

  5. I can hear you.

  6. Maybe there's a little bit of freezing happening, but that's okay.

  7. Excellent.

  8. You're on my phone because my computer doesn't have Chrome, and I'm up on my wireless internet

  9. in the cabin, and it was going to take too long to download, so problem solving on the

  10. fly, mate.

  11. Thank you for my lateness, or sorry for my lateness.

  12. No, it's all good.

  13. I appreciate it.

  14. Actually, I've been sort of hyping myself up here a little bit.

  15. I've been watching some of your videos, just like little bits and pieces of them, going

  16. like, okay, brainstorm some talking points.

  17. Let's go.

  18. Oh, yeah.

  19. We'll be fine.

  20. Yeah.

  21. No worries.

  22. I'm sure any kind of insight you bring, mate, will make something of it.

  23. That's good.

  24. Fantastic.

  25. Cool.

  26. So welcome.

  27. First of all, it's an absolute honor speaking to Australia's best seven out of 10 author.

  28. It might even be 6.5.

  29. The more I read passages of the old book, the more I realize how flawed the book is,

  30. but that's okay.

  31. Your first book needs to have some flaws so that you write a better one, and that's

  32. hopefully what I'm doing now.

  33. Yeah, that's kind of a not a bad summary, but yeah, thanks for having me, mate.

  34. Thanks for being patient.

  35. I think we've been dancing around for six or eight months on trying to get an email

  36. at time, sort of.

  37. Something like that.

  38. Yeah.

  39. I know that Alistair Humphries put us in contact way back last November, so it's been

  40. in the works, but here we are.

  41. Yeah, excellent.

  42. Well, look, I'll just put myself over to you, mate, because I'll talk to you this

  43. morning, and then I'll go for a bit of a jog before I start a few hours of work

  44. and then get back into dad mode.

  45. Whenever you want to start, mate, and command the ship, you just go right ahead.

  46. Right on.

  47. Well, you know, in all seriousness, I do have to say what every fan of yours says

  48. when they meet you, and that is you have been a massive inspiration for all of

  49. my outdoor adventures over the last four years, especially during the pandemic.

  50. And when I first started this podcast, I wrote down three names, and yours was

  51. at the top of the list as somebody I wanted to have on as a guest, because

  52. two years ago, I did a bikepacking trip all around Ontario.

  53. It was two weeks, or no, sorry, it was 10 days, and yourself, Jimmy Chin, and

  54. Martin Doolard were the ones who I captioned at the start of that film,

  55. thanking for the inspiration, so.

  56. Now, that's really cool, mate, and I'm starting to get inspired by the

  57. fact that other folks are inspired by me, because I'm an accidental inspirational

  58. thing.

  59. I never in my life set out to be inspiring other people or an inspired

  60. kind of character.

  61. I think it's folly if you were able to do such a thing, you know.

  62. I think people that lead cults and want to be president, maybe that's

  63. exactly what they want to do, but I certainly don't.

  64. So that's kind of a nice, that's nice when that becomes the default

  65. without meaning to be, so thank you, mate.

  66. And Jimmy Chin, yeah, he inspires me too.

  67. I think he's a really good authentic filmmaker and a real bloody hard

  68. arse too, so I get it, so it's nice to be in his company.

  69. Right on, man.

  70. Something that I would love, or where I would love to begin this

  71. conversation, I should say, is the start of your career.

  72. Because I know that you've been on YouTube for quite some time,

  73. and I read your book a couple years ago when it first came out.

  74. In fact, I listened to the audio book, and something that I've never

  75. worked out or really pieced together is how you started in the outdoor community.

  76. I know that eight years ago, ten years ago on YouTube, it all sprung

  77. about via kayaking, but I mean, going back prior to that, how did you

  78. actually get into these things?

  79. Well, I mean, in terms of outdoors, and a lot of people think that it's a,

  80. that I've always been a kind of outdoor type and an outdoor type

  81. that took a camera along, and that's not necessarily the case.

  82. When you grow up on a small farm or in a rural area, outdoor life is kind of normal life.

  83. You're not inside during the day at all.

  84. You just sleep inside and eat inside.

  85. And so I've always been an outdoor person just because of where I've grown up.

  86. To the point where you don't really think you're an outdoor person,

  87. that's very normal, and going for hikes and being muddy and

  88. climbing trees and doing all that stuff as a kid is pretty,

  89. it's just part of your regular every day.

  90. So then to turn it into something that is a vocation or something that you're going

  91. to do for the rest of your life and get paid for it, that was,

  92. that's kind of the turning point, I suppose, because you have to turn it

  93. into a skill set that earns money or a skill set that is interesting

  94. for others to see or watch or desire or whatever it might be.

  95. And that's becoming a guide.

  96. And so I probably about the age of 14, 15,

  97. I went on a 10 day hike.

  98. It was a sponsored 10 day hike for an outdoor education centre.

  99. And I just remember thinking that the guys and girls that led me,

  100. Jimmy James and Joey, were awesome.

  101. I thought I want to be them.

  102. And if they're getting paid for this, even if it's peanuts and it was peanuts,

  103. that's good.

  104. You're spending peanuts when you're doing it anyway, right?

  105. You're spending 10 bucks a day on food.

  106. So if you're getting 25 bucks a day, that's a good deal by me.

  107. So I thought, oh, that's a cool thing to do.

  108. And I kind of from the age of 14 or 15 thought, yeah,

  109. I want that kind of outdoor guide life.

  110. And it wasn't probably until I was sort of 19, it was 19,

  111. when I thought I wouldn't mind making a film about this

  112. based on being inspired somewhere along the lines

  113. watching outdoor films as a young adult.

  114. So that's kind of where it started.

  115. I took a camera with me to Everest Base Camp

  116. when I walked there as a 19 year old

  117. when you could still do it without guides

  118. and when you can still do it solo.

  119. And now it's changed even since I did it.

  120. But yeah, that kind of kicked things off.

  121. And all these years later, this is where I am.

  122. Funnily enough, as a kind of YouTuber,

  123. and where did that come from?

  124. Well, yeah, that's another story altogether, I suppose.

  125. But yeah, here we are.

  126. And I'm not sure where all of those crossed paths came to be.

  127. Right.

  128. I mean, yesterday, I was speaking with an individual,

  129. Ryan Van Duzer, who's another YouTuber type who

  130. does these big expeditions.

  131. And just to pull up a reference here,

  132. he used to be a journalist way back in the day,

  133. like 20 years ago when he was my age.

  134. And that's how he sprung into the whole creative outlet

  135. via YouTube, was he went from TV journalism,

  136. and then eventually it sort of steamrolled and became

  137. YouTube documentary making one day.

  138. So it's kind of interesting how you started as basically

  139. as somebody who gained inspiration

  140. via a summer camp, more or less.

  141. That's sort of how I said.

  142. Yeah, that's a good point, actually.

  143. I forgot, although I always thought

  144. that was kind of a sort of a strange outdoor life

  145. as being a summer camp, because it was so playful, too.

  146. It was almost like professional mentorship,

  147. where you're just good and fun to 10 and 12-year-olds

  148. and 14-year-olds.

  149. You're just a good person, and you do cool stuff.

  150. It didn't seem professional in any way,

  151. and I think that's its strength.

  152. It doesn't seem like it's work.

  153. So yeah, the camp counseling thing in Vermont, USA,

  154. was frickin' fun.

  155. And yeah, it did set me up, I suppose,

  156. for I really liked seasonal life at that stage,

  157. because if you do that for more than 10 weeks,

  158. you'll be burnt out, right?

  159. So doing that for 10 weeks,

  160. doing some strange stuff in between,

  161. and then doing some academic, you know,

  162. I suppose, study and teaching six months

  163. for the rest of the year was a really good fit for me.

  164. And I suppose the difference,

  165. and like your journalist friend that you just met with,

  166. I suspect a lot of 10, 15, and 20-year-olds

  167. want to be YouTubers now,

  168. whereas no one wanted to be a YouTuber

  169. when I was 10, 15, or 20, or even 30, for that matter.

  170. It was just a thing on the internet,

  171. and now it's a thing.

  172. Now you can earn money from it,

  173. you can become this so-called influencer.

  174. So YouTube is now a profession,

  175. and it certainly bloody wasn't when I started filmmaking.

  176. It was a whole different game.

  177. You're trying to shoot something

  178. that's gonna capture a much wider audience,

  179. because there's a lot less channels in the world.

  180. Now there's a channel for knitting with pink wool

  181. on a sunny day sitting on a mountaintop.

  182. You know, you can really bloody hell,

  183. everything's about niche entertainment now,

  184. where that wasn't the case

  185. when I was starting out with my filmmaking.

  186. No, exactly.

  187. And you know, that immediately brings to mind

  188. this follow-up question.

  189. So when you were 14, 15 growing,

  190. and you were in Vermont and you were at this camp,

  191. and you gained inspiration from this trip,

  192. do you think that that later influenced your drive

  193. to become a teacher and have an influence

  194. on the younger generation coming up?

  195. I never had a great desire ever to be a teacher as such,

  196. because I always thought a teacher

  197. was a classroom-based thing,

  198. and I think for the most part it kind of is.

  199. I've never really taught in a classroom at a school level.

  200. I did at a university for 10 years,

  201. but that seemed different too,

  202. because you see a student for maybe 10 or 15 hours

  203. across a semester, maybe 20 hours,

  204. and then you go on a big old trip with them.

  205. Whereas in a school, you see them for 40 or 50

  206. or 100 hours in a school,

  207. and then you go for a small trip with them.

  208. It's sort of, it's far more classroom-based,

  209. and I wasn't attracted to that at all,

  210. and the freedoms with academia are far more wide-reaching.

  211. You can really, yeah, you can be fantastical

  212. as an academic in a sense,

  213. because you can make your own rules far more.

  214. You're not as tied down to a curriculum as much,

  215. and if you're worth your salt,

  216. you're always bargaining for what's best for the student,

  217. and generally, you can teach whatever it is

  218. that you've bargained for,

  219. whereas you just can't do that in a school.

  220. You've got syllabuses and curriculums and principals.

  221. Yeah, so yeah, the evolution of my life as an outdoor person

  222. in terms of where I wanted to spend that time was,

  223. yeah, I suppose I'm just,

  224. I always question what the hell I'm doing doing it,

  225. because I'm very selfish with my time.

  226. One, because I think it's better for me,

  227. but two, I think it's better for whoever I'm hanging out with.

  228. So as a teacher, I wanna do the exact kind of teaching

  229. I wanna do,

  230. because it's a good two-way relationship,

  231. but I also know, Ray, that's very selfish.

  232. There are so many better teachers out there than me,

  233. because they're willing to do jobs that are harder,

  234. and I haven't really done that.

  235. I've done lots of jobs,

  236. but they've always been pretty peachy,

  237. in a sense, they've been with great students

  238. or with people that are hand-picked or that I really like.

  239. So that's why I've worked there.

  240. I haven't done hard graph teaching

  241. or outdoor work like a lot of people.

  242. Well, let me tell you something.

  243. I am currently, I've returned to school.

  244. So I'm 25, and here I am post-COVID.

  245. I went to school a few years ago for fitness and health

  246. at a local community college,

  247. and I worked as a personal trainer for a couple of years

  248. prior to, and then sprinkled in

  249. at the beginning of the pandemic.

  250. And since then, I've left that field,

  251. and it's been a little bit more difficult for me

  252. to find work, because I went to school

  253. for computer programming at one point,

  254. and it's just a huge, long story.

  255. Tons of years in post-secondary education.

  256. And I'm returned to school now for kinesiology.

  257. It's concurrent with Teachers College.

  258. It was encouraged by my grandparents.

  259. My grandfather encouraged me greatly and heavily

  260. to return to school and get a proper official degree

  261. and become a teacher.

  262. So that's what I'm working towards at the moment.

  263. A physical education teacher would be the,

  264. what's at the end of the tunnel, six years down the line.

  265. So I've got a huge long haul here.

  266. I'll be 30 when I graduate, and right around 30, 31,

  267. by the time I actually get into the field,

  268. which isn't actually that bad.

  269. It's a good age, I feel, to be mentoring children

  270. of that age, 16 through 19,

  271. whatever it is for high school kids nowadays.

  272. But this is something that I never anticipated

  273. that I would do.

  274. I never, even like a year ago,

  275. I was as happy as can be.

  276. I was working in landscaping.

  277. I was doing a little bit of a,

  278. I just finished a contract with a video game company,

  279. and I helped do some video game design for them.

  280. But this is something that I never anticipated

  281. I would be doing.

  282. But here I am doing it and pursuing this thing,

  283. which I believe will result in something phenomenal.

  284. Because like you said,

  285. the lifestyle of somebody like that is this perfect balance.

  286. A lot of my time is my own,

  287. but a lot of my time is also given over to others.

  288. So I'm serving the community.

  289. I'm gonna be putting myself forward in a positive manner

  290. that'll hopefully affect a generation,

  291. if you see what I'm saying.

  292. And then I also will be having all this free time

  293. to pursue my own endeavors.

  294. So I completely understand where you're coming from.

  295. Yeah, it's quite mature and self humbling to do that.

  296. A lot of people won't make those harder decisions

  297. to change fields,

  298. given that you gotta go back to less money,

  299. more compliance, you've gotta hand in all these assignments

  300. based on structures now.

  301. Technically, you could probably teach tomorrow.

  302. You could go into a school and teach something

  303. and be quite competent at it,

  304. but you have to jump through a million hoops to do it.

  305. And that's what life is, right?

  306. It's about the discipline of doing

  307. what structures are in front of you.

  308. And in some respects, telling some structures to get stuffed

  309. and it's figuring out which ones are which.

  310. But I get that, that I think it's really good.

  311. I don't think enough people do it.

  312. I mean, even you've just said,

  313. then you think it's gonna be a wonderful life

  314. in front of you.

  315. I hope that's the case,

  316. but don't hold a candle to that either.

  317. If it's not what it is, cracked up to be,

  318. go sideways or move within it or do something else.

  319. And I think people are often,

  320. I've got two 18 year old nephews at the moment, twins.

  321. They're about to finish school

  322. and they really have no idea what they're going to do.

  323. And I think that's perfectly okay.

  324. But the trouble with their current disposition

  325. is that they're shit scared of trying something

  326. because they think they've got to keep doing it

  327. for five years or 10 years or even one year.

  328. Just have a go and do it well

  329. and be critical about it,

  330. but be disciplined too.

  331. Sometimes you have to do shit you don't like to do

  332. because it turns out that you do like it.

  333. So I'm no life coach

  334. other than to say, try stuff, work hard

  335. and question everything.

  336. So I think you've probably got a touch of that in your right.

  337. Well, I'm curious to get your perspective on this.

  338. I mean, just to expand on that story a little bit,

  339. during the pandemic,

  340. that's when I really got into the great outdoors

  341. and adventuring and camping and bikepacking

  342. and all this awesome fun stuff.

  343. And I really felt like I was stepping into who I was.

  344. Like I really discovered myself, if you will,

  345. if you wanna be dramatic and cheesy about it.

  346. But I mean, that's what you do in your early 20s, I guess.

  347. I mean, that's what happened to me is the pandemic happened,

  348. everything shut down, my job got put on pause.

  349. So I got out there and I explored.

  350. And I did that for four years quite consistently.

  351. And like you say,

  352. when you step back into the education system,

  353. you're immediately confined

  354. to all these rules and regulations and structure.

  355. And obviously that's just the way that it has to be

  356. in order to get somewhere.

  357. But I mean, it's a double-edged blade here

  358. because I feel also at the same time,

  359. it's like I had all this freedom

  360. and now a lot of that freedom is gone.

  361. And now I feel like I've been pushed and shoved

  362. and do this and do that and here's your timetable.

  363. And it's just like I had no timetable really

  364. for like the past little while it feels like.

  365. So it's kind of an alternative spin on life.

  366. And I know that you've experienced things like that too

  367. because you're this humongous adventurer

  368. who's gone on all these worldly expectations,

  369. but you're also a teacher.

  370. Yeah, yeah.

  371. Yeah, I think if there's a few guiding lights

  372. for my life at the moment, other than parenthood,

  373. which is probably the biggest one,

  374. it's quite overwhelming actually when you become a parent,

  375. you shelve your sense of self,

  376. you have to kind of have to just to function.

  377. And that's healthy too, that's good.

  378. I mean, you've got small versions of yourself

  379. running around that you have to really put work into.

  380. And I respect that.

  381. But in terms of if there's a couple of big things,

  382. big rocks that are guiding me at the moment,

  383. it is what structures do you take on

  384. and what do you not in terms of big things out there.

  385. So I currently work for myself, but I don't either.

  386. That famous Bob Dylan song is so true

  387. that we're always ruled by someone or something.

  388. So whilst I think I work for myself right now,

  389. I kind of don't, I work with a business partner,

  390. I work with contractors who work for us,

  391. I work for YouTube, I work for people I've never met.

  392. And I'm wanting their eyeballs to watch my films

  393. or read my book.

  394. And so I'm constantly chasing sort of this sense

  395. of liberation through still heavily guarded structures.

  396. If I was to go back to university or a university,

  397. I would be paid weekly and allotment of money

  398. and I would have a million other structures overlaid to me,

  399. but they would be very similar in the way they make you feel

  400. in some respects than so-called freedom

  401. and so-called working for yourself.

  402. Now, if you are to go right back to being a COVID person

  403. and you go off and you go for big, long extended bushwalks,

  404. hikes, travelling around the globe

  405. and you do it for five bucks a day

  406. and you're very cheap and you're very nimble,

  407. that might be the great resistance.

  408. But unless you keep doing that,

  409. it is just putting on pause what is inevitable

  410. which is to come back to a system of some kind.

  411. So in terms of my decision-making now in life,

  412. it is a very much about, all right,

  413. one, careful what you wish for

  414. because working for yourself

  415. isn't always what it's cracked up to be.

  416. And sometimes the sanctity of a big organisation

  417. like a university or a school or a big company

  418. has tremendous freedoms inherent within it.

  419. I know I had tremendous freedoms within my university

  420. based on it kind of being the top of the tree

  421. of outdoor education.

  422. So, Beau, you're here as an expert of sorts

  423. in outdoor education.

  424. You make your programmes, make them good,

  425. do as you please, do it well.

  426. Now, that's remarkable.

  427. It's kind of like being your own CEO, your own guide

  428. and your own teacher all wrapped up in one

  429. and yet you're not the one paying the bills.

  430. So, I mean, that's a really long winded answer Ray

  431. or a statement, I suppose

  432. because yeah, yeah, I constantly wonder

  433. what the hell freedom is in a sense.

  434. But that's from a parent's perspective too.

  435. I'm a little bit older than you now

  436. or I'm another generation older than you

  437. and I've had to switch gears to say,

  438. okay, I'm a parent now, what's all this mean?

  439. No, exactly.

  440. And the thing that I've come to realise

  441. over the last couple of weeks

  442. ever since I've moved away from all my friends

  443. and family to pursue this

  444. is that this is just another one of life's adventures.

  445. It's different than what I've been doing

  446. for the last four years,

  447. which is spending time with my dog,

  448. spending time out in the bush,

  449. on the trails with my friends,

  450. going on hikes, bikepacking, camping.

  451. Right, that was one adventure that lasted four years

  452. and now I am over here doing something completely different

  453. and of course, there's gonna be different limitations

  454. just like how there were obviously limitations back then.

  455. You can't make, well, I made no money doing that.

  456. Somebody like yourself makes money doing that

  457. but it's also a business.

  458. Somebody like Alistair Humphries makes money doing that

  459. but it requires work.

  460. Now I'm over here, I'm back in the education system

  461. but I'm away from home for the first time.

  462. I'm here, I'm making new friends,

  463. I'm in a completely new culture, a new society.

  464. I'm pretty far away from home

  465. and things are very different here

  466. but it's life's next adventure for me

  467. and I'm hoping that the next six years

  468. are going to trump the last four years

  469. and if that happens, I mean,

  470. if it even comes close to my experiences

  471. in the last four years, I would be thrilled

  472. and I imagine that-

  473. That's not, that's a good attitude.

  474. It's kind of like, yeah,

  475. it's always trumping the last experience

  476. so that's not bad, I don't mind that.

  477. I've always despised the statement trip of a lifetime.

  478. I've always thought that's,

  479. you know, when someone says that,

  480. they're kind of setting themself up for failure

  481. for the rest of their life

  482. or something that's underwhelming.

  483. I think, oh, why would you do that?

  484. I hope I never go on a trip of a lifetime

  485. because it means I can never go on a better one, you know?

  486. Right.

  487. It feels strange to say that

  488. and my question to you, Ray, is what's happened to your dog?

  489. Oh, it's with my parents.

  490. Yeah. Ah, you're a bummer.

  491. Yeah, it is a huge bummer.

  492. That's been the biggest drag the last year

  493. just sitting in the back of my head going,

  494. oh, I can't wait for that day to come

  495. where I have to say goodbye to the dog.

  496. And yeah, it makes me sad, but you know what?

  497. It is what it is.

  498. I gave my parents a tour

  499. of all the different trails in the area.

  500. So they've been taking her.

  501. So it's been keeping me at ease mentally going,

  502. okay, the dog is still happy, but yeah, that is a bummer.

  503. It is a tough one.

  504. That's cool.

  505. But I was gonna say, I imagine that,

  506. so I mean, I know that in a lot of your earlier videos

  507. dating back like eight, 10 years ago,

  508. you weren't married at the time

  509. and you didn't have any kids at the time

  510. as far as I can tell.

  511. And back then it must've,

  512. there must've been a completely different sense of freedom

  513. when you were doing the Horn of Africa

  514. via kayak and all that.

  515. Like the sense of freedom back then

  516. versus the, well, freedom and adventure back then

  517. must be completely different than the freedom and adventure

  518. that you feel now having a wife and a child.

  519. Yeah, absolutely.

  520. I mean, and they're the eras of our life

  521. and they change and shift

  522. and they change and shift for all the right reasons.

  523. In a sense, your body becomes different,

  524. your financial stability becomes different.

  525. You find that you,

  526. you know, you're putting,

  527. I was putting money into my superannuation,

  528. which is kind of like your retirement fund, you know?

  529. I found I was doing that to save tax

  530. and, you know, I would never have given that

  531. a second thought as a 20 year old, hell, you know?

  532. I still very much live by a hand to mouth mentality.

  533. I don't ensure my house or my car

  534. because if I smash up my car, then I'll suffer through it.

  535. If I smash someone else's car,

  536. I'm probably gonna regret it.

  537. But if my house burns to the ground,

  538. I'll build another one and I'll just make it work.

  539. I'm very much, I like to live and die by my own sword

  540. rather than the sort of things

  541. that are constricting us from the outside.

  542. Because fundamentally, I'm really happy

  543. with living with a bag of oats in a tent.

  544. But I can't do that anymore with a family.

  545. So, you know, I've had to go sideways

  546. and create a warm living space

  547. and make sure we have stability in terms of finances

  548. so our kids can go to school

  549. and do all those sorts of things.

  550. And I think that's cool, that's no worries.

  551. So my adventures and my outdoor life

  552. has shifted dramatically because of it.

  553. And don't you worry, I freaking know

  554. that I really do miss long range adventuring

  555. and the whimsical nature that I think I'm good at

  556. and I really like is going with the bloody wind blows,

  557. problem solving along the way and living via my body.

  558. I love it.

  559. And in fact, that is my theme,

  560. that is my real heartbeat.

  561. And the fact that I can make money out of it now

  562. is kind of remarkable, but it is work too,

  563. you mentioned that.

  564. But I would say that I am also a bit

  565. of a counterfeit character too, Ray.

  566. You know, coming up with backyard adventuring

  567. is very practical for me now

  568. because I can go away and have a day or two

  569. of adventure and toil and not eating properly

  570. and not sleeping enough

  571. and doing some cool sort of hard challenging things.

  572. And I love doing them in my backyard,

  573. but I'm also at an era now

  574. where I'm traveling a bloody lot.

  575. Since COVID, which I adored, I loved being locked down.

  576. It was brilliant.

  577. I loved the idea of living on my five acres

  578. and having this, you know, I'm doing this now

  579. from the top of my five acre block

  580. in a beautiful little building that I built during COVID.

  581. And I've happily, I didn't really leave the farm for a year

  582. and I could have done that for another five,

  583. bit like four years of experiencing out in the bush

  584. in the wilderness with your dog.

  585. But now I'm figuring I found that this,

  586. I found that I love this home life

  587. and now I'm getting good at telling stories on YouTube.

  588. So it's taking me all over the world again.

  589. And I'm thinking, gee,

  590. that doesn't sound very backyard adventury to me.

  591. And in terms of me saying,

  592. I just feel like I'm a bit of a bloody,

  593. I said counterfeit before,

  594. but I feel like I'm a little bit of a fraud

  595. in that I probably shouldn't.

  596. I'm about to go to Portugal to shoot a pilot

  597. for a major brand, a potential TV show.

  598. And it's all very exciting

  599. and I love the idea of it and it will be good.

  600. But it also takes me away from the very thing

  601. I think I've kind of stumbled upon,

  602. which is back here in front of me.

  603. And so I am at a real phase of life, Ray,

  604. where I don't think I've got the right answers

  605. and I'm not sure I'm making the best decisions

  606. but I'm still in a sort of feel out mode, you know.

  607. Well, if that's the case,

  608. and I mean, you would have to have some sort of baseline

  609. to reference that opinion.

  610. I mean, at what point in your life

  611. did you feel like you did have all the answers then

  612. and felt that you were making all the right decisions?

  613. That's a good question.

  614. I certainly don't have all the right answers,

  615. but if you really just sit yourself in a corner and say,

  616. okay, would I rather,

  617. for the same amount of money,

  618. get paid by someone else to do a TV series,

  619. five Ks down the road, you would probably do that,

  620. rather than go to Portugal to do it.

  621. Now, the thing is Portugal is very exciting.

  622. The idea of it excites me

  623. and going to these wonderful islands

  624. off the coast of Portugal.

  625. But I will be there not as Bo, doing Bo's thing.

  626. I will be there for a big company doing a company thing

  627. and I won't really experience the place.

  628. And so, in all honesty, I know the right answer,

  629. but I'm doing it because one, it's a bit experimental.

  630. We're not sure where it goes and it pays well.

  631. And I don't have an alternative TV show,

  632. five Ks down the road.

  633. Right.

  634. But I should probably push for that.

  635. I could probably say, all right, why don't we do that?

  636. Why don't I propose this to another brand here?

  637. I suppose it all boils down to,

  638. I'm still very opportunistic,

  639. but I still take on board things that I at heart know

  640. I wouldn't do under if I had to or not.

  641. Yeah, but yeah, you're right.

  642. I still don't know the answers and that's cool.

  643. Fair enough.

  644. I mean, so when I hear that,

  645. when you tell me, oh, I'm going to Portugal

  646. to shoot a pilot for a TV show,

  647. I think, oh, that's awesome.

  648. I wish I had that opportunity.

  649. But it sounds like, I mean,

  650. cause I know that you've tied yourself down

  651. to this title backyard adventurer

  652. and doing something like that obviously goes against that.

  653. Do you think that if you didn't give yourself that title

  654. that this mindset of yours wouldn't be mixed

  655. on doing something like that?

  656. Maybe, yeah.

  657. I was always a bit apprehensive

  658. of calling myself the backyard adventurer.

  659. Right.

  660. Rather than calling it an episode or an episodic book,

  661. you could say backyard adventuring

  662. or a backyard adventurer

  663. or a series of backyard adventures.

  664. But in many respects, my heartbeat

  665. and my soul is still very much backyard.

  666. Like when I go to Portugal,

  667. I will still be looking for backyard adventures to do

  668. as in I won't be paying someone a lot of money

  669. to take me up a mountain or a volcano.

  670. I wanna go and do that shit myself with a sandwich

  671. and without a guide and without a map.

  672. I wanna go and do those things.

  673. Essentially, when I go other places,

  674. I try and see the place like other folks might use them

  675. if they lived there,

  676. which is somewhat, that's contradictory too

  677. in some respects,

  678. but I always try and live a life

  679. or see things that the locals see

  680. or that the locals know so well

  681. that they don't see anymore, if that makes sense.

  682. I look around now and the beauty in my life,

  683. I don't often see as much as someone else

  684. who washes through the place.

  685. So I'm trying to find that middle ground when I do travel,

  686. but yeah, I'm trying not to badge myself either.

  687. Maybe I'm trying to wiggle out of the idea

  688. of the backyard adventurer,

  689. knowing that I just need counterpoints for that anyhow.

  690. Right.

  691. And I know that it's kind of funny

  692. and correct me if I'm wrong here,

  693. it's been a couple of years since I've read the book,

  694. but in the novel, you talk about all of your,

  695. I mean, basically for those who haven't read the book,

  696. it's essentially all of your films,

  697. but the expanded upon narrative

  698. that you get out of a book in book format.

  699. So if you're a watcher,

  700. if you're somebody out there who loves your YouTube page,

  701. you get the gist of what the book is about to a degree.

  702. It's just like an expanded edition.

  703. And I know that your adventures started

  704. with kayaking the brass straight,

  705. and then it eventually led you to the Horn of Africa.

  706. So I mean, to me,

  707. that doesn't sound like backyard adventuring at all.

  708. I mean, you can consider Australia your backyard,

  709. but I mean, Australia is a big place.

  710. Australia is massive.

  711. I mean, I wouldn't really consider where I am right now,

  712. five, six hours away from where I used to live,

  713. my backyard.

  714. I mean, it's all terms and definitions,

  715. but I mean, you're a worldly traveled guy.

  716. So I mean, you never even started as a backyard adventurer.

  717. That's something that sprung up during COVID.

  718. Yeah, and that's a really good point.

  719. And I might write about that actually,

  720. because an astronaut was a kid once

  721. that had a backyard,

  722. and then they go up and they can see Earth

  723. as a thing out of the window of a spacecraft

  724. or of a space station.

  725. Those remarkable viewpoints.

  726. So few people will really appreciate.

  727. And yet we kind of all get that now too.

  728. We have Google Earth and we do this

  729. in some sort of artificial interpretation.

  730. We all use global positioning systems now

  731. like they are,

  732. like it's so normal for us to see the world

  733. from a bird's eye perspective

  734. or from a space eye perspective.

  735. And so yeah, what is a bloody backyard?

  736. It's just, it's getting bigger.

  737. Globalization is here in full force.

  738. And so, yeah, it is remarkable

  739. that I can be as far away as possible,

  740. 15, 16,000 kilometers away,

  741. and I can be doing that.

  742. And I can be there within a day,

  743. in a different season,

  744. with the sun is in a different hemisphere.

  745. It is bloody remarkable.

  746. And yet you can go on and do things there

  747. in much the same capacity

  748. as you did from where you've come from.

  749. So yeah, I think you're right.

  750. I think what is a backyard,

  751. don't be constricted to it being,

  752. because I happen to have a five kilometer backyard here.

  753. A lot of people have no backyard

  754. or some people have,

  755. they live in Central Australia

  756. and they have a million acres

  757. and they have to catch a helicopter to school.

  758. So I like your thinking, Ray,

  759. I think the world is a backyard and embrace it.

  760. Exactly, well, you know what?

  761. When we ever evolve eventually

  762. into Frank Herbert's Dune

  763. and we're multi-planetary

  764. and Elon Musk runs everything,

  765. Earth will just be the backyard, so.

  766. Yeah, I hear you, mate.

  767. And I'm kind of,

  768. I'm gonna be one of those characters one day.

  769. I'm gonna hand so much money

  770. to just buy planets or moons

  771. or those sort of weird bloody crazy shit, isn't it?

  772. Yeah, no, I do like the idea.

  773. Steve Irwin, who was a great hero of mine,

  774. although kind of in hindsight,

  775. not necessarily when he was living,

  776. but I was a great fan of him once he died actually.

  777. And I looked really into who this character was

  778. who was larger than life.

  779. And that was his whole shtick.

  780. He earned his wealth and he's fortunate

  781. to buy great tracts of forest

  782. to just essentially lock it up for biodiversity.

  783. And I thought that was quite remarkable.

  784. And so, yeah, I hope to do something like that one day.

  785. I hope to make a national park one day

  786. or the equivalent of buy a big tract of broken down farm

  787. and ray forest at ray ecology,

  788. you know, rain set things that are long gone.

  789. I think that'd be really cool.

  790. Something that I would love to ask you about here.

  791. And I was gonna pull it up in my notes so I get it right.

  792. So, like I've said a few times,

  793. your origin in adventuring, it seems like,

  794. is via kayaking.

  795. And a couple of years ago, back in 2018, 2017, 2018,

  796. you did your PhD and you wrote this paper,

  797. this humongous, it's basically a book

  798. called The Secret Life of the Sea Kayaker.

  799. I haven't read it, but I know that it's like 336 pages.

  800. I'm looking at it for the first time in front of me here.

  801. How did that come about?

  802. I mean, how did you get involved in kayaking

  803. way back in the day?

  804. And then how did it eventually lead you

  805. to be so inspired to write your PhD about it?

  806. Well, expeditionary sea kayaking, long range form,

  807. like I was kind of dabbling into,

  808. you know, you do a trip over a hundred days

  809. and you kind of live it.

  810. I lived out of my kayak.

  811. Like people would live out of a bike

  812. like Alistair did when he rode around the world.

  813. Or when people sail across the Atlantic,

  814. they live out of their boat.

  815. I kind of did the same out of two hatches in a kayak.

  816. And it was remarkable life.

  817. It was a hard life though, it was really hard.

  818. And I've done lots of other trips since, not as long.

  819. But I do, there's very few people doing it like that.

  820. You know, there might be a thousand people in the world

  821. that have done trips of that nature.

  822. And so it's an untapped kind of form of knowledge

  823. in a sense, expeditionary sea kayaking.

  824. And one of the ironies of long range life like that

  825. is often people don't write about it

  826. because that's exactly why they do it.

  827. So they don't have to tell anyone about it.

  828. They don't have to represent it.

  829. It's their own incredible journey, right?

  830. And so I thought, all right,

  831. there's nothing really in the knowledge space

  832. about this at a educational level.

  833. And so I thought, whenever you write a PhD,

  834. you have to find a gap in the knowledge.

  835. And so that's what I did.

  836. I thought, I'll try and give

  837. a really good lived experience account

  838. of expeditionary sea kayaking.

  839. And as someone who's very interested in reflection

  840. and the lived experience and storytelling,

  841. I'll combine all these things and wrap it up into a PhD.

  842. And look, I've probably enjoyed 80% of it, right?

  843. The other 20% was hard graft, getting it across the line.

  844. And those final six months of a PhD is really hard

  845. to bring all of these,

  846. because to write a PhD for anyone who's ever done it,

  847. they know well, the truth.

  848. You've got to go really wide.

  849. You've got to read extensively.

  850. You've got to, and you're constantly looking

  851. for kernels of insight that could potentially

  852. be exploded into something worth saying.

  853. And so you're doing all this,

  854. and you're making all of this sort of a firecrack

  855. a few years where everything is exploding

  856. and you're listening to all this stuff

  857. that's going on around you,

  858. but you have to pick the sound

  859. that you want to explore more and stay with it.

  860. And that point, when you find that last thing,

  861. then you have to finish that idea process off

  862. and you've got to do it well.

  863. Otherwise you're going to get your ass kicked

  864. by examiners and panelists.

  865. But fundamentally it was about showing the reader

  866. that sea kayaking is a really different form

  867. of day-to-day life,

  868. and yet it shares similarities of course

  869. with other forms of life.

  870. But it really is this hybrid form of land and sea.

  871. Sailors don't really have it

  872. because sailors are one or the other.

  873. They go out to sea for 20 or 30 days

  874. and then they come back to land.

  875. This one is, I was just, you go out to sea each day,

  876. then you come, your workplace is via your body

  877. and via a craft.

  878. You can see land most of the time.

  879. Yeah, and look, drawing parallels,

  880. but what's the point of doing all this?

  881. Why did we do any of this sort of stuff

  882. in an educational setting?

  883. I was trying to come up with some implications

  884. for school programs that might use sea kayaking

  885. or adventurers that go and do this stuff

  886. and is it just one of the other big selfish acts

  887. that adventurers do and potentially kill themselves?

  888. All those sorts of big questions came through.

  889. I was speaking with Sean Conway a couple of weeks ago,

  890. and he just finished last year his big 105 Iron Mans

  891. where he did his run, bike, swim for the Iron Man distance

  892. every day for 105 consecutive days.

  893. And he also just finished writing his book all about that.

  894. And he said to me during that interview

  895. that the book was equally, if not more difficult

  896. than the actual writing itself.

  897. And I was working with a few people

  898. who have said the same thing.

  899. Just a quick shout out to Chris Lee,

  900. who's also been on his podcast.

  901. He did a huge bike trip from Vancouver

  902. all the way to Nova Scotia here in Canada.

  903. And it took him six or seven years, I believe,

  904. to write his novel about that trip.

  905. And it always amazes me how creative writing

  906. is just such a impossibly difficult task for everybody.

  907. Even people like Stephen King

  908. who write every single day 2,000 plus words.

  909. It is something that definitely drains you,

  910. but it's incredibly rewarding.

  911. And in an instance, like a PhD,

  912. I mean, you must just, at the end of it,

  913. I know that in the film about it,

  914. in episode six of that Horn Around Africa trip

  915. documentary series,

  916. you said that at the end, when you finished the trip,

  917. when you finished the documentary,

  918. when you finished the PhD,

  919. there was this empty void that you felt having completed it.

  920. Like you've just shut the door

  921. on this humongous chapter of your life.

  922. So, I mean, what would you say

  923. were the things that you took away

  924. from all those experiences

  925. and then closing the door on that chapter of your life?

  926. Yeah, it's funny.

  927. It's less so, yeah, that was very real.

  928. And that once you come,

  929. more so when you finish a trip,

  930. less so when you finish a book about it

  931. or a film about it.

  932. Whenever I've finished a, you know,

  933. my second book's getting close to being finished

  934. about Bad River, which is a series on YouTube too.

  935. That plus PhD, my book and any article I've ever written

  936. or once those things come full circle

  937. and they get published or they go up online,

  938. I don't feel some sort of vacuous loss in life.

  939. It's, you know, you've mourned it for the last six months,

  940. whatever it might be,

  941. they're ready to be done and walk away with.

  942. What you do miss though is the experience itself.

  943. So, you know, finishing Bass Strait

  944. or finishing the African trip

  945. or, you know, at the end of a long run over the mountains,

  946. the day or two afterwards feels completely

  947. and utterly abstract and strange

  948. that you have a running tap and a kettle next to you

  949. and you're sitting in a seat, a comfortable seat,

  950. you have fresh clothes on, all those sorts of things.

  951. Everything feels very new and yet very,

  952. it doesn't feel like it has much meaning

  953. because you've stopped this thing that had great meaning.

  954. So, yeah, my representation acts now,

  955. which is my whole life, two to 300 days a year,

  956. I'm creating things in the aftermath.

  957. So what I miss in that reflective process is the doing.

  958. I do really miss doing more,

  959. but I just can't do more at the moment

  960. if I'm trying to make it life

  961. and I'm being a parent, et cetera, et cetera.

  962. The one thing I've filled that void with, Ray,

  963. is running, so at the moment I'm running more

  964. than I ever have before,

  965. eight to 12 hours a week of quite heavy training,

  966. you know, where I'm really pumping it

  967. and I'm not just being opportunistic about running,

  968. I'm doing it for a cause or a purpose.

  969. So I'm trying to reinsert

  970. that sort of daily purpose in my physicality

  971. and it doesn't really fit the bill of just winging it,

  972. which I love a lot more by nature,

  973. but it's something and it's sort of functional

  974. for being a parent.

  975. So as somebody who looks at your films

  976. and everything that you do from the outside,

  977. and I've been following you for years

  978. and I've literally watched all of them

  979. in chronological order as they've come up

  980. throughout the last decade or so.

  981. And something that I've realized is at the beginning,

  982. it was very much like a BBC documentary,

  983. like you could feel that it was very documentary,

  984. that there was a clear path to what you were trying to do,

  985. there was a clear story,

  986. it was a little bit more clear cut.

  987. But nowadays, as things have evolved over time,

  988. it's more of just like these joyful, loose,

  989. exciting films that are more tight

  990. in their narrative structure.

  991. And they don't need six episodes to tell.

  992. And not that there's anything wrong with that, of course.

  993. I mean, some stories do demand more video,

  994. but a lot of your films just for example,

  995. like some of your most popular things out there

  996. are like sub 20 minutes, sub 30 minutes.

  997. Like you're a running a marathon,

  998. the video that almost has 5 million views on YouTube,

  999. that video is only 17 minutes and it's very clear cut.

  1000. You run a mile an hour for 24 hours

  1001. and then you do these little odd jobs in between.

  1002. It seems like back like both miles 10 years ago,

  1003. you were documenting adventures

  1004. that you were just happened to go on.

  1005. And nowadays you're trying to create adventures

  1006. that can be turned into fun films.

  1007. Yeah, absolutely.

  1008. I've learnt in the last sort of five or six years

  1009. that the best way for me to tell stories

  1010. is to be positive with them and have fun with them.

  1011. Big, large, scale expeditions.

  1012. One, I can't do them right now as a family man.

  1013. But two, they're not often the funnest of trips either.

  1014. They're just a lot of bloody hard work.

  1015. I've yet to ever watch an Everest expedition film

  1016. that is fun.

  1017. And that I'm smiling or laughing

  1018. as much as I'm biting my fingernails.

  1019. So I don't wanna do biting my fingernail trips anymore

  1020. because I don't wanna live that life.

  1021. I wanna, I actually think too

  1022. that a lot of adventurous can take themself,

  1023. should take themself a lot less seriously

  1024. and probably have more fun.

  1025. And probably not necessarily do shit that's death defying.

  1026. I don't think that risking your life is worth it at all either.

  1027. So yeah, but my filmmaking has definitely changed

  1028. in that I'm no longer a filmmaker.

  1029. So yes, I started out as a,

  1030. I would call myself a documentary maker.

  1031. And you can probably see that in the way

  1032. I still shoot things, but I'm also a collaborator now.

  1033. So Mitch Drummond, who was my student at university

  1034. and he's now my business partner

  1035. and he does most of shooting when it's not me myself.

  1036. He's a great shooter.

  1037. He's a great editor,

  1038. but he's a very different storyteller.

  1039. And while we share the same sympathies,

  1040. he's a different generation to me.

  1041. He wants things neater, tighter, shorter

  1042. and made for multimedia.

  1043. Whereas I didn't give a shit for that when I started out.

  1044. I just wanted to create big long winded adventures.

  1045. And if I had fun, great.

  1046. If I didn't have fun, doesn't matter.

  1047. And I wanted to show cultures of life

  1048. and different things in the world.

  1049. And I don't have as much time to do that anymore

  1050. which is a real great shame.

  1051. But yeah, that's the evolution

  1052. from documentary to YouTuber.

  1053. They're very different beasts.

  1054. No, exactly.

  1055. Something that I catch myself doing

  1056. and I have to stop myself

  1057. with my little 300 subscribers on YouTube

  1058. is not taking it seriously at all.

  1059. I mean, when I began this podcast,

  1060. it was just something that I 100% wanted to do for myself

  1061. and it still is.

  1062. If nobody tuned in, if I didn't even publish it,

  1063. I don't care.

  1064. Like these conversations,

  1065. my goal and objective with all of them

  1066. is just to hang out with somebody who's like-minded

  1067. and talk to them and be inspired by the conversation

  1068. and all that good stuff.

  1069. And so when I'm telling my friends

  1070. and my family's sending me messages

  1071. and I'm getting comments from people who watch the episodes

  1072. and go, oh man, this is fantastic, this is great stuff.

  1073. I need to just be like, that's phenomenal

  1074. but it's not for them, right?

  1075. I mean, this is something that, what's his name?

  1076. Rick Rubin talks about quite significantly

  1077. in a lot of his work.

  1078. He constantly says the job of an artist

  1079. is not to create anything for anybody else

  1080. except for themselves.

  1081. And so when you go into a creative project,

  1082. you can't sit there and be like,

  1083. oh, I hope people will like this.

  1084. And sometimes I need to catch myself

  1085. during these conversations

  1086. and I am thinking to myself,

  1087. oh, I hope people will like this.

  1088. No, it's like, I hope I like this

  1089. when I hit end call at the end, so.

  1090. Yeah, I get where you're coming from

  1091. but I must admit I totally disagree with Rick Rubin.

  1092. I've heard that statement before

  1093. about I completely and utterly make films for others.

  1094. Okay.

  1095. Absolutely.

  1096. If I had the choice to not make a film

  1097. or make a film, I would not make a film.

  1098. I would go running or I'd go bike riding or fishing

  1099. or for a trip with my daughter

  1100. and I would not film it.

  1101. I would simply just be.

  1102. But I'm using it as a mechanism to make money

  1103. and to make stories because I like that too.

  1104. I like it, but I don't love it.

  1105. And there's an important thing there.

  1106. For an artist to make something that is just for themselves

  1107. and they're not then contributing to another person's joy

  1108. or another person's inspiration

  1109. and not that you have to set out to inspire someone

  1110. but to create something of art

  1111. or a book or a film that is not compatible to other people

  1112. I think is an absolute waste of time.

  1113. And I say that with great humility

  1114. because I totally get what you're saying as well

  1115. because I think the best artists

  1116. still do things for themselves.

  1117. But I think thinking about an audience

  1118. is absolutely important.

  1119. And I say this mostly because my father is an artist.

  1120. He's a landscape artist

  1121. and he's painted his whole life

  1122. and he is always painted for himself

  1123. but he is always painted to sell

  1124. and you can do both.

  1125. Because fundamentally when you get me on your show

  1126. I don't wanna just be a great conversationalist with you.

  1127. I wanna be beamed to as many earbuds as possible, right?

  1128. So we have to do our job right

  1129. to make our conversation interesting enough

  1130. that it's not just for 12 people.

  1131. And if you continue to do a better job at your conversation

  1132. that 12 turns to 20 and 20 turns to 100, so on and so forth.

  1133. I think that's very healthy.

  1134. It's a competitive commercial way of thinking of art

  1135. but I think we all need to bloody earn money.

  1136. So Rick Rubin, if you create art your whole life

  1137. and you're the only one that ever likes it

  1138. how the hell do you make money?

  1139. How do you eat?

  1140. Do you swap your art for one person that likes your art

  1141. and you get bread for the rest?

  1142. Well, okay, that's cool, that's no worries

  1143. but I imagine it's never that simple.

  1144. So yeah, go back to the Bob Dylan thing

  1145. we're always a slave to someone, anyone, right?

  1146. So as long as we know where these transactions are going

  1147. and I think that's all fair and war.

  1148. No, I do understand that point.

  1149. And this could just be me being young

  1150. and naive with no experience

  1151. but I think I somewhat disagree.

  1152. Like I understand where you're coming from with that

  1153. and I don't mean to turn this into a debate

  1154. but this is a tricky conversation

  1155. or this is a tricky avenue to go.

  1156. And I sitting here with six months of experience

  1157. versus you with a decade of experience

  1158. this is gonna sound maybe ridiculous

  1159. but I mean, the mindset that Rick Rubin comes from

  1160. is one where as you sit down to produce the music

  1161. or you sit down to host the conversation

  1162. or sit down to film the adventure

  1163. in that moment, right?

  1164. You can't think about what other people will think

  1165. of what it is that you're doing, right?

  1166. You need to create something fundamentally

  1167. that comes from the soul,

  1168. comes from something that you truly believe

  1169. is wholly unique to yourself.

  1170. And the second you begin to picture

  1171. what other people will interpret from your art,

  1172. it's the same moment that you also will produce

  1173. what everyone else is producing, right?

  1174. Because then there's outside influence.

  1175. If you are just locked in and dialed

  1176. and you're sitting in your little shed

  1177. at your editing station

  1178. and I'm sitting here having this conversation,

  1179. there's nobody feeding me, oh, tell him this,

  1180. ask him this question, say this

  1181. because that's what we wanna hear, right?

  1182. It no longer is unique at that point

  1183. because it's just what everybody wants to hear.

  1184. Do you see what I'm trying to say?

  1185. Totally, yeah.

  1186. I mean, that has merit to the point though

  1187. where social construction experts would say,

  1188. I mean, you never, you're always influenced by others, right?

  1189. So sitting in a vacuum dust doesn't exist.

  1190. And so you might have pure thoughts

  1191. of what your art looks and feels like

  1192. and the song might, you know,

  1193. and you think like you're coming up

  1194. with all this stuff yourself,

  1195. but you are, every ounce of you is constructed

  1196. by the stuff around you.

  1197. And yeah, your genetics and biology

  1198. has got a lot to do with it too,

  1199. but we mirror what is around us,

  1200. whether we like it or not

  1201. or whether we think about that or not.

  1202. I suppose what Rick's talking about

  1203. and what you're talking about

  1204. is just the lack of pressure

  1205. to produce something of a particular type.

  1206. And that's wonderful, right?

  1207. And that's all you need to think.

  1208. You just need to think,

  1209. what gives me the greatest freedom in my creativity

  1210. and I'm gonna do that.

  1211. And that's really good, that's healthy.

  1212. I totally get that, no worries.

  1213. But fundamentally, if you're gonna be successful

  1214. at what you do,

  1215. you still need to tap into

  1216. what other people might be interested in.

  1217. And whether you do that subconsciously or not,

  1218. that's your choice.

  1219. But the best YouTubers in the world

  1220. aren't the best storytellers.

  1221. They're the best at figuring out

  1222. what people might be interested in.

  1223. And why not have your cake and eat it too?

  1224. Why not create an artistic something

  1225. where you can feel like you've got freedoms,

  1226. but on the other hand,

  1227. you are really thinking about

  1228. who might listen or see or hear

  1229. whatever it is you're doing

  1230. because you need them.

  1231. And it is greatly respectful

  1232. when you know you need them.

  1233. And you need other people to

  1234. buy into what you've just done or seen

  1235. because I think that's empowering too.

  1236. No, I, there you go.

  1237. I do 100% agree with that.

  1238. That is a phenomenal point.

  1239. Yeah, so, you know,

  1240. when you send an email out to potential,

  1241. have you had Jimmy Chin on the show yet?

  1242. No, not yet.

  1243. Maybe one minute.

  1244. So Jimmy will come on your show,

  1245. I imagine, when you get big enough, right?

  1246. So you need to create an audience

  1247. that knows you're good at your craft

  1248. before Jimmy or his PR agent will say,

  1249. you know what, Ray's really good at what he does.

  1250. Ray's got an audience of X.

  1251. So that's very important.

  1252. You know, Jimmy Chin, he gets 100 emails a day

  1253. from people wanting to interview him.

  1254. So how does he choose from those things?

  1255. And in the raw, horrible mechanics of things,

  1256. he's gonna go to people who have an audience

  1257. based on them having an X amount of flavor

  1258. or whatever it might be.

  1259. Now, you know, you might be better

  1260. than half of the people that send him an email,

  1261. but that's just where he's gonna go to

  1262. because that's the default of how bloody

  1263. the hierarchy of stuff works, rightly or wrongly.

  1264. And a lot of the time it is, you know,

  1265. in some respects it does mean something.

  1266. So I suppose that's the cruelty of creativity too.

  1267. Well, exactly, especially modern day creativity

  1268. where everything is a numbers game, it seems like.

  1269. Yeah, yeah, oh yeah, YouTube is vicious.

  1270. But if I, you know, so me being on YouTube,

  1271. the platform, right, I could not be just a pure artist.

  1272. I don't think, and I think you're right.

  1273. I think there are a lot of pure artists on YouTube

  1274. that they do something that's so unique to themself

  1275. and so quirky and they're so great at it,

  1276. but they're also the lucky ones and they're so few.

  1277. You know, think of how many artists

  1278. become Taylor Swift's very few.

  1279. And yet, so there's a lot of people

  1280. that are as good at music as Taylor Swift.

  1281. So, you know, I can only exist on YouTube

  1282. if I try and be the best form of that in YouTube land.

  1283. So to me, that means trying to broaden my demographic

  1284. or broaden the way I tell stories

  1285. so I can increase those numbers

  1286. because staying in my lane,

  1287. I'm basically just gonna appeal to outdoor types

  1288. that don't like showering, you know?

  1289. And so I'm just, I'm narrowing it down a bit more.

  1290. So I need to expand my thinking.

  1291. That is true.

  1292. Do you know who Steve Wallace is?

  1293. No.

  1294. No?

  1295. He, so he's somebody on YouTube similar to yourself

  1296. where he does all these crazy stealth camps,

  1297. all these wild camps and he has like one point

  1298. some million subscribers.

  1299. And he's somebody that I look at,

  1300. I look at his videos where it's just him and his camera

  1301. camping in some bush beside a police station

  1302. or something crazy.

  1303. And you can tell immediately

  1304. that he decided to do that a couple of days ago,

  1305. got some camping equipment from Canadian Tire,

  1306. which is sort of our outdoor thing here in Canada.

  1307. He's a Canadian.

  1308. And he just went into the bush,

  1309. filmed this thing and then threw it, put it on YouTube.

  1310. And there's a few channels like that

  1311. where you can tell that it's super low budget.

  1312. They're just filming on their phone

  1313. and it's done cheaply and it's done with no script

  1314. or anything like that.

  1315. And these people have great followings.

  1316. And so, I mean, there is, again, this is YouTube.

  1317. This is the modern day creative era.

  1318. I mean, you yourself are obviously not in that category.

  1319. You have this, you have a few people,

  1320. you have a script to an extent,

  1321. like you have plans and ideas and drones and GoPros

  1322. and $5,000 cameras and everything else.

  1323. So, I mean, I guess it just depends on the individual

  1324. and what they hope to get out of it.

  1325. I mean, are they doing it because it's their livelihood?

  1326. And in that case, yes.

  1327. You definitely do need to take it

  1328. a little bit more seriously, but,

  1329. or is it just your hobby, right?

  1330. Cause this is not my livelihood.

  1331. And I do of course appreciate and respect and enjoy

  1332. when people send me messages and say,

  1333. hey, that was a great conversation.

  1334. But the podcast at this moment for me

  1335. is not my number one priority.

  1336. My number one priority is holding the expectations

  1337. of my grandparents and my family to do well in school.

  1338. So I guess it just comes down to where your priorities are.

  1339. Yeah, yeah, well said, mate.

  1340. Yeah, and good only for doing it too.

  1341. Everyone needs things that,

  1342. I suck at giving advice and I don't like doing it really,

  1343. but I heard this from someone else.

  1344. I forget who it was, but it was a really nice quote

  1345. that I'm lucky enough to do what I'm sort of good at.

  1346. And even that, I say that with a half fingers crossed

  1347. because I still think I've got a lot to learn

  1348. in my space of writing and storytelling

  1349. and talking and whatever it might be.

  1350. But I'm relatively good at what I do

  1351. to earn enough money out of it, I think.

  1352. But I don't love it.

  1353. And I think that's really important.

  1354. I think doing what you're good at

  1355. and not necessarily what you love.

  1356. If I did what I love,

  1357. all I'd do is tinker in the barn all day

  1358. and go for runs and make bread.

  1359. And I'd probably have three friends and that was it.

  1360. I'd keep things far simpler

  1361. and I wouldn't be this sort of social media

  1362. beast that I'm trying to become,

  1363. whatever it might be.

  1364. But that's healthy.

  1365. I think having those side projects that you're good at

  1366. or rather the side things that you do that you love

  1367. and then your day job is what you're good at.

  1368. I think that's a good combo.

  1369. Wonderful.

  1370. Well, I think that is a phenomenal note to end on,

  1371. a good positive high note.

  1372. The last thing that I would love to ask you about though,

  1373. just because I did write a couple of things down,

  1374. is your new book.

  1375. So you promoted it just a little bit the other day

  1376. on social media all about this trip of yours down the,

  1377. it's Australia's dirtiest river, right?

  1378. Yeah, so the series is about,

  1379. there's four rivers in Australia I picked.

  1380. They're all really distinctly different.

  1381. One's the worst urban river,

  1382. almost polluted urban river.

  1383. One's the most ecologically dead river from mining.

  1384. One is the oldest river that is under pressure

  1385. from something like climate change.

  1386. And then the other one is our biggest river in Australia,

  1387. which has just got all of the calamity and problems.

  1388. And yeah, it's a film series on YouTube.

  1389. Two of the four episodes are out so far

  1390. and I've done the first draft of the book

  1391. and now whittling through the second draft of the book,

  1392. which should be out early to mid next year, Bad River.

  1393. Super exciting stuff.

  1394. And the book at the moment, Ray, is crap.

  1395. It's got some glimmers of hope in there

  1396. and I've got to hold on to those glimmers of hope

  1397. and expand on them.

  1398. So my job at the moment is to make four out of 10 writing

  1399. into seven out of 10 writing

  1400. and then it'll go through another phase of editing.

  1401. But yeah, I'm in the writing phase at the moment.

  1402. Oh, that's awesome.

  1403. Yeah, those films were fantastic.

  1404. And I know that those were done,

  1405. that was done during the pandemic too, right?

  1406. Yeah, yeah, amazingly.

  1407. We were able to do it around lockdowns

  1408. because Victoria, where I live in Australia down South,

  1409. we were the, I think we're the most,

  1410. our claim to fame is we were the most lockdown city

  1411. in the world.

  1412. Melbourne was crazy.

  1413. They had hundreds of days where they couldn't,

  1414. well, they couldn't leave the house.

  1415. They could go for exercise for a certain amount of time

  1416. in a 5K radius or some such.

  1417. I'm out here on the farm.

  1418. So I didn't really apply to us as much.

  1419. I'd just go into the bush and disappear.

  1420. But yeah, it was a strange time to create films.

  1421. The last thing that I would love to ask you about,

  1422. just because this popped into my mind the other day

  1423. and I can't let you go without asking this.

  1424. So I was sitting in class,

  1425. one of these classes that I have and of course,

  1426. so I'm 25, everyone else there is 17, 18, 19.

  1427. So there's a little bit of a,

  1428. there's a small generation gap,

  1429. but there's a gap nonetheless.

  1430. And the teacher was asking these questions to us

  1431. and waiting for us to respond and it was just dead silent.

  1432. And in my head, I was like, oh man, this is painful.

  1433. This is painful because the teacher wants engagement.

  1434. So I put my hand up, answer the question

  1435. and it's like, okay, that felt kind of like a good relief.

  1436. Good side, yeah, you helped them out there.

  1437. Exactly, you could tell.

  1438. Oh, the teacher was like, oh yes, yes.

  1439. And I'm curious.

  1440. I mean, you do all these shows all over the world now.

  1441. You just finished a little tour around Australia

  1442. with the modern day audience being what it is.

  1443. I don't know what your demographic is

  1444. at these shows necessarily,

  1445. but just based off of my experience

  1446. from modern day auditoriums,

  1447. what is that experience like?

  1448. Do you find it fun and engaging?

  1449. And is it dynamic or I mean,

  1450. what's the modern audience to you in your opinion?

  1451. Yeah, well, it is super fun.

  1452. It really is.

  1453. And it's still challenging.

  1454. I go out and do a five to 10 minute opening set

  1455. and I never have notes, it's all what I construct.

  1456. And I really like that really raw.

  1457. It's kind of a touch stand up, a touch Q and A,

  1458. statement orientated based on the behind the scenes

  1459. of the documentaries or the films that I'm showing.

  1460. It's bloody brilliant.

  1461. It's a really good format.

  1462. I would still rather be out running in the bush,

  1463. but it is a very good feeling.

  1464. And when you have a big crowd,

  1465. so I ended in Melbourne a few weeks ago

  1466. and there was a thousand people that came to that show,

  1467. packed to the gunnels.

  1468. They're all having beers and wine and they are vibing.

  1469. It's a Friday night in Melbourne

  1470. and they're kind of my people.

  1471. They're there for a good time

  1472. and they wanna hear some insights

  1473. and they wanna be surprised.

  1474. And I try and deliver that with stuff

  1475. that I've never thought before, stuff that's edgy

  1476. and it's a real rush.

  1477. It's really good fun.

  1478. So I'll do a European show,

  1479. European tour and UK tour next year.

  1480. We're gearing up towards that now,

  1481. but I suppose to answer your question,

  1482. it's a really good compliment to filmmaking

  1483. if you're up for that kind of thing

  1484. because I'm not as successful on YouTube

  1485. as I need to be to earn money for a small team,

  1486. this fills in the gaps.

  1487. You can go on tour and earn money in between

  1488. showing the films before they go on YouTube.

  1489. And it's really the only thing that's saving me

  1490. from quitting YouTube at the moment is the tours.

  1491. Yeah, so it's serving a purpose of financial windfalls

  1492. as well as being a genuinely good concept

  1493. and a good show.

  1494. And I'm surprised more YouTubers don't do it.

  1495. I don't mean to keep pushing this along,

  1496. but do you mind if I ask you about that?

  1497. I mean, the fact that the audience at these tours

  1498. keeps you making films on YouTube,

  1499. I mean, why is that?

  1500. It's kind of funny.

  1501. I know that books sort of almost died 20 years ago

  1502. and so did live music when the internet took off.

  1503. And it's kind of nice to think that live audiences,

  1504. there's only more humans on the world

  1505. and yet I think the more we can make more reality,

  1506. more live shows, the better.

  1507. Taylor Swift just earned one and a half billion dollars

  1508. touring the world,

  1509. which is more than what our album is worth.

  1510. People orientation is really good.

  1511. And so it's sort of almost,

  1512. it's not exploiting that as an idea,

  1513. but it kind of is too.

  1514. That's what rock stars have done for a long time

  1515. that they know how powerful a live experience can be

  1516. if it's done well.

  1517. And so I just wanna do that well.

  1518. And it's a bit quirky.

  1519. People turn up, they don't know what films

  1520. they're gonna show to be shown,

  1521. what state the films are in,

  1522. none of them are finished.

  1523. And what I'm gonna say

  1524. or what kind of form I'm gonna be in.

  1525. So it's all very unknown to them.

  1526. And yet it's a bit more of a polished show than that

  1527. from our end, but yeah, it's good fun

  1528. and it really does just help supplement the YouTube income

  1529. which is not enough for a team of three or four.

  1530. Fair enough.

  1531. Well, Beau, thank you so much.

  1532. I've been looking forward to this conversation

  1533. for basically 10 months

  1534. and I appreciate you finding a little bit of time

  1535. to sit down with me this morning.

  1536. It's nighttime here though.

  1537. And yeah, it's been a blast and I appreciate it.

  1538. Thank you, Ray.

  1539. Thank you for your patience.

  1540. Good on you for what you do, mate.

  1541. And you're gonna make a bloody fine teacher

  1542. and I'll get my people to ring Jimmy Chin

  1543. and say, look, Jimmy, Ray is a good egg.

  1544. Get on it.

  1545. Sounds perfect.

  1546. I'll wait for the email from him.

  1547. And for the record, I don't have any people.

  1548. Yeah, yeah.

  1549. That would be me calling Ray.

  1550. I mean, me calling Jimmy and I don't have his direct line.

  1551. So I'd be cold calling too, mate.

  1552. Well, I appreciate it.

  1553. Well, the next time you're in Toronto, man,

  1554. I'll go to one of your shows.

  1555. So that'll be fun.

  1556. I'll get your ticket.

  1557. Thank you, Ray.

  1558. Nice talking to you, mate.

  1559. Right on.

  1560. All righty then.

  1561. Till next time.

  1562. See you, mate.